Doctors Visit this morning

So every year or so, unless ive been sick, or if ive had to go in for some other reason to my Family physician, he makes me come in so that i see him to get my meds refilled. he wont keep prescribing unless he actually checks on me, which is both heartwarming and a pain at the same time. hes a great doctor, and i’ve had him as my doc since i was in 7th grade. damn near 39 years now.

Well anyway, i dont know if any of yall have ever had this happen, but while we were talking, and we were discussing how i’ve been and fighting the cancer and stuff. (he’s a cancer survivor himself) he recited Dylan Thomas’s Poem regarding how i should and evidentially am handling fighting the cancer daily. I thought it awesome, but also odd, as ive never had a physician much less anyone else recite poetry to me regarding my fight.

Here’s the poem… most of you probably know it well.

**Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be g.ay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on the sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light**

anyways, i just thought i’d share that, as it was cool, and awesome, and unexpected all at the same time. really took me by surprise.(no he didnt recite the whole thing… only the first stanza… but you get the point)

I have shared that same poem on the forum a good while back. I believe it was somewhere in my Covid sucks thread. You are right thought between that poem and the Footsteps in the Sand poem have had a big impact on my life. @GamecockOperator, Steve thanks for sharing and reminding of it again.

you’re right. you and i also discussed it i think in private messages.

Footsteps is an amazing poem as well.
thanks for reminding me of that one. and of course you’re welcome about this reminder. its a killer poem, and i need to remember it more…

I copied it and sent it to my son in regards to how his Pa did.

I have been fighting some cancer myself.
Had Surgery November 17th on mt Neck and it still hasn’t healed.
I really questions your mortality.
Only took off 1 day from work that my boss didn’t want to give me.
I just keep fighting it.
That is all you can do.

Awesome poem. I hope you are doing better, GCO, Looking forward to the next meeting. :sunglasses:

Prayers for all fighting cancer and other problems !!
Cancer sucks.
It’s been taking my sun worshiping self piece by piece for the last 10 years.

I’m a old man now, can’t do nothing
Young folks don’t pay me no mind
But in my day l sure was something
before l felt this heavy hand in time

I’m a old man now, I’m bound for Glory
Time to lay these burdens down
Had enough of this old world of worry
Gonna trade my troubles for a crown

I will make my way across the fields of cotton
And wade through muddy waters one last time
And in my dreams l come out clean
When l reach the other side
Waste away the sunsets
Where rainbows never die

I’ve got one last thing to do
One more mile before I’m through
Casting off these earthly chains
Going where there is no more pain

The Steeldrivers

This is the last portion of one of my favorite poems, Ulysses.

Tho’ much is taken, much abides; and tho’
We are not now that strength which in old days
Moved earth and heaven, that which we are, we are,–
One equal temper of heroic hearts,
Made weak by time and fate, but strong in will
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield.

And if you want to read the whole thing…

Sorry to hear of the battle you’ve been having, but im so very glad to see your attitude about just keep fighting!! that’s the way to look at it, and know you got support here from folks who have a form of it too, who may know what youre going through, if not totally physically, im willing to bet emotionally. You’re right about it making you question your mortality. sorry to hear about the surgery wound not healing up yet. I will pray for your speedy recovery and a renewed quick healing. Sounds like your boss needs a reality check to know what is really important in life.

Yessir!! im doing good still, and I too cannot wait until the next meet as well… when the regulators ride again!

Mine was just a Basal Cell Carcinoma, I will be fine once it finally heals up.
They cut me open like a fish.
Thank You for the kind words.

Glad that yours wasnt that serious. I had a basil cell carcinoma i had to have removed from my left upper cheek, as over time it started growing fromwhat looked like a “beauty mark” to being. a pimple, then to a small wart, and then it finally grew enough to be seen by my left eye just barely (due to whee it was on my cheek) so i had the dermatologist take it off and make sure it wasnt serious. i had to go back a few weeks later for her to go deep and take all the thing she thought it was, which luckily she had gotten everything this time, and stitched me up… it was a weird feeling as my cheek was taught from the stitches. it was like a mini face lift i guessed from how tight the stitches made it lol… luckily hi havent had any more issues with basil cell since.